Friday, October 24, 2014
Been a long time coming: A brand new start!
Been a long time coming: A brand new start!: wow we finally made the change,it was a long trip in a long time coming moving from flyer there to central maine hampshire to be with our fi...
A brand new start!
wow we finally made the change,it was a long trip in a long time coming moving from flyer there to central maine hampshire to be with our fine and I gotta run why and I grandchildren. The changes that I've seen in me in the past couple weeks have been incredible. I no longer have find any type in a in my bedroom 24 hours a day and shine of a household chores over the job. New paragraph I haven't cooked in mind yet I've managed to cook for males I even based in this morning I made biscuits and gravy. The weather here is dive in rainy but the lives makes the rooms fell someone. Just looking for a new job in a lot of things look promising we wanna plan on staying here until after christmas and then 5 ing our own little place.and I will start working on my blog more lots of love to all of you
Sunday, October 5, 2014
Been a long time coming: Once Again
Been a long time coming: Once Again: well it's been a long time coming and I swear I would never blocked again.Thisis the new chapter in my life. For the past 4 years after ...
Saturday, October 4, 2014
Once Again
well it's been a long time coming and I swear I would never blocked again.Thisis the new chapter in my life. For the past 4 years after gel on with numerous illnesses I've tried to figure out how they handle Alzheimers.I guess whatever learned is there is no answers.I have found that people do not realize this such a thing as early onset Alzheimer's well I'm here to tell you that there is, there are people in their thirties that are showing symptoms and people need to be aware of this. There are so many losses so much denial anger grief bargaining I don't know where to start.
We are finally giving up our home to move back up north to New Hampshire to our children and our nine loving grandchildren this will do two things it will provide my brain but more stimulation being with the children and it will give Joe a time away from me. He spent all his days starting on me trying to help me dress cook work shop clean the house all this is not fair this is my role.
sadly we have lost so much of each other for some reason I hate to be hugged now we used to be so affectionate our sex life is nonexistent there is no intimacy am I your wife or am ia patient I don't know at this point.
Joe is my best friend he's my teddy bear and he's definitely the love of my life so many years were wasted looking for him the perfect man and I found him I just pray everyday that I don't lose him because he's overwhelmed by now being a caregiver instead of a husband.
as we move back up north and I with a family I'm going to try extra harder to be involved to stop shutting myself in my bedroom to getting dressed everyday and trying to remember what a beautiful woman I was. Pajamas have become my best friend and I have so many clothes that I just don't bother with anymore. So I'm going to make myself a promise to try harder to fight this disease but most of all I am going to yell from the top of my lungs to let everyone know that there is early onset Alzheimers disease and although we work well we actually terminal ATL. I hope to continue this blog once I found it and I hope somebody can bring something out of it. Please feel free to follow and comment and share whatever it takes if I can put a smile on somebody's face for just one day or even care it means the world to me god bless you all it can only get better from here.
We are finally giving up our home to move back up north to New Hampshire to our children and our nine loving grandchildren this will do two things it will provide my brain but more stimulation being with the children and it will give Joe a time away from me. He spent all his days starting on me trying to help me dress cook work shop clean the house all this is not fair this is my role.
sadly we have lost so much of each other for some reason I hate to be hugged now we used to be so affectionate our sex life is nonexistent there is no intimacy am I your wife or am ia patient I don't know at this point.
Joe is my best friend he's my teddy bear and he's definitely the love of my life so many years were wasted looking for him the perfect man and I found him I just pray everyday that I don't lose him because he's overwhelmed by now being a caregiver instead of a husband.
as we move back up north and I with a family I'm going to try extra harder to be involved to stop shutting myself in my bedroom to getting dressed everyday and trying to remember what a beautiful woman I was. Pajamas have become my best friend and I have so many clothes that I just don't bother with anymore. So I'm going to make myself a promise to try harder to fight this disease but most of all I am going to yell from the top of my lungs to let everyone know that there is early onset Alzheimers disease and although we work well we actually terminal ATL. I hope to continue this blog once I found it and I hope somebody can bring something out of it. Please feel free to follow and comment and share whatever it takes if I can put a smile on somebody's face for just one day or even care it means the world to me god bless you all it can only get better from here.
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